Little Angel
Today coincides with the 5th anniversary of our meeting. There’s not much I can convey in words. Because not all words can describe how grateful I am to found you in the bonds of friendship throughout my life.
At that time, I had no idea how we were going to move forward in running a college that wasn't easy. Getting acquainted from the first time we registered, I'm sure that at that time God smiled seeing how His great destiny would make us feel blessed in this friendship.
There were many surprises that made me not think our friendship was like sisters. I want to apologize, because of the many writings that describe my feelings, about you I have not inserted in them. Not because I was negligent, but because there are too many series of events that I can only store in the incarnation of the conversation between me and God.
Dear little angel, Saniah. I don't know if I would be who I am now if at that time you chose to leave, chose to avoid, chose to stay away. That's the reason I titled this writing "Little Angel", because apart from your small body, it turns out that your heart is much bigger than anything that makes your body look tough.
Saniah, at that time my world felt very dark. You are there not only to rent me light, but you invite me to walk hand in hand with the light you have. How I wasn’t touched, when you weren’t the least bit worried about running out of light for sharing it with me. You actually believe that I will be able to be with you to turn that small light into a brighter, more divided, and more directed direction.
During these 5 years, I didn’t expect to have a little angel who would stick with me. Even I know that you will always be there, even if we don’t talk about anything. I know you’re always there. A place that always knows where your roots come from.
5 years that were quite difficult for me, but having you in them made my step easier. Your little body taught me a lot about how to support myself on my own feet. Dance even though your legs are crippled. Run even though your feet feel heavy, but you have to. All of that I learned a lot from you. For everything I do, you are here to give me appreciation. Even though I didn’t ask for it, that’s why I called you Little Angel.
Dear little angel, thank you for always believing in me. I believe that all the sins that we express through tears and complain aloud to God, will lead us to more mature, happier, and more other friendships that we can't figure out on our own. I don't expect you to keep this friendship, neither do I. It's too weak for us to maintain this meaningful friendship. But I always believe that everything is united by God, God will take care of us with all His heart. May you always find your happiness, even in your lowest moments.
Warm regards,
Ozi secret.
